My heart is breaking... What should I do?

I understand. My uncle died at an early age of 16. Even though I was not born, I have heard stories. My family grew apart and constantly fought. Try having family nights or opening up to your mom and dad. Tell them exactly how you feel. They will understand. Tell them you would like to have family time. If worse comes to worst, try going to a family counselor. It really helped my mom, sister and I have a better relationship after my sister's dad and my mom got a divorce. Also, hanging out with friends really helps me. Going to amusement parks or movies (anything fun really) helps you forget about the bad things in life. There is an organization called Family Paths that has a hotline that you could try. (1-800-829-3777) I hope all of this helped. Take care.